The girl with kaleidoscope eyes

9.26.2002

I nearly missed devan's appointment this morning. I was laying around watching Cailou with devan, and I looked at the clock and realized, "crap, I'm supposed to be somewhere right now!" Well it was okay. I got there anyways.

So my week has been pretty uneventful. Wait, what am I talking about. Tuesday was pretty eventful. In my drawing class we had to draw a naked black body builder. It was kind of annoying though, because during the 1 minute poses, he would keep doing all these muscle flexing poses and he'd shake the whole time. I wanted to say to him, 'hey buddy, you're not going to win any contests here, so freakin' relax.' Eventually he did relax and I got one good drawing out of it. I'd show you but I don't have my scanner set up. Sorry.

I just bought some lunch. I am really full and i've only had like 2 bites of my sandwich. I have class tonight and I really don't want to go.

posted @ 12:45 PM

9.18.2002

I am probably going to quit my website. I hate the layout and I don't have the time to fix it and I don't really care about it except for image hosting, and I can do that without having a webpage. *in my head I just did a Mango gesture at you*

posted @ 10:53 PM

Damn. I thought I was like Kaprekar for a second. I thought I discovered a 3 digit number like 6,174. I thought I was a mathmatician! Only I'm a stupid retard and it was just a totally obvious thing. I mean I knew that when I started doing the math, but I was hoping that it was like one of those 'duh' things that people just overlook because it is so obvious.

me and my hunny are watching James Lipton. He's interviewing Gwyneth Paltrow. I missed my dr. appointment today and I was so mad and stressed out and overwhelmed by my life in general, that on my way down the hallway in the hospital, i found my eyes welling up with tears, so I hurried out the door and cried my dumb eyes out when I got in my car. I'm sure people who saw me looking so distressed wondered what bad news the midwives had given me, but really it wasn't about that. It was about a lot of things that I really can't get into on this thing.

I was looking at that savekaryn.com website and it makes me so mad. I wish we would have thought of something like that. I am positive that our cause is so much more worthy than hers. I'm sure there are many worthy causes, but I just mean, people could be giving us a dollar apeice and we'd use the money to put a downpayment on a house and stuff, where she's paying off credit cards that she charged up buying prada shoes and other insanely expensive things.

in the royal tennenbaums, the part where 'needle in the hay' by elliot smith is playing, breaks me all up inside. I can't explain it.

I'm doing a paper on amelie, for lack of a better subject when it came down to deciding (read: my professor forced me!) and I think it's just too easy. I didn't decide to go to school to do things that I could have done without using my brain just a little bit.

Could I eat any more chocolate this week? Damn.

I hate 2 of my classes. 1 I hate because it is too easy and I feel stupid being in the class. The other, I hate because it is pretty boring. It has the potential to be fun, but it's a required course so what can I expect. blah!

If you want to contribute to my unofficial house-downpayment-fund, paypal me some mad crazy cash: pwuebker@earthlink.net

posted @ 10:50 PM

9.10.2002

so.tired.so...........tiredddddd

posted @ 4:04 PM

It's Tuesday, about 4pm. I honestly do not feel like I have the energy to go to class later. I have to order all this art supplies. I used to have it all but I either threw it out or left it at my mom's house. Oh well. Next Tuesday I'll be drawing naked people in class. It doesn't get much better than this, folks.

posted @ 4:00 PM

9.08.2002

I'm just sitting here checking my email over and over and over again. If you want to be cool, you could email me and surprise me. That would be neat.

I was just in the car explaining to Jon that being a nurse-midwife (what I'm going to school for) is not just birthin' babies, I also am going to have to stick my fingers in women's nooners.

words are flowing out like endless rain into a papercup - they slither while they pass they slip away across the universe ahhahaha.. i just had a brainstorm. I'm not going into details.

I just bought some teeshirts. Last night I had a whole new world introduced to me when I visited the Vans website (thanks to dusty) and now I can't even stand how wonderful all of those shoes are. I have to go, law and order is on. bye.

posted @ 10:02 PM

9.07.2002

I added another class on friday. I'm going to transfer schools next year...and then to the college of medicine and dentistry. I'm listening to the wreck of the edmund fitzgerald. We went shopping for devan's fall/winter/spring clothes. I got so much cute stuff I could barely handle it. When we got home I put her in her little jeans. Generally speaking, I'm against pre-distressed jeans, but Devan looks adorable in hers. We got her two pairs of sneakers. She likes them. When I took them off before dinner, she kept laying down and trying to put them on. She looks at least an inch taller in shoes.

Devan went for a walk with her grampa up the road to see the horses. When they got back devan was asleep in her stroller. We watched the end of The Stand. I'm totally bored, downloading music and looking at stuff online.

posted @ 9:41 PM

9.05.2002

I sure do love me some Hugh Jackman's face. hahha.

Well, I started school yesterday. It wasn't too terribly eventful. I have a class tonight.

posted @ 3:06 PM